I am new at writing, at blogging. I started to follow Blogging 101 to lead me into writings, to help find my blogging self. Today’s assignment; Writing a Letter to My Dream Reader – isn’t something I think I am ready to do. I don’t think I am ready for a Dream Reader ~ Maybe I would want my blogging audience to be someone that stops in to see what’s going on in my world; stick around if they want to see more or leave if they have no interest. I don’t want to be judged, examined, have expectations surrounding what I write. I wanted to start blogging to get those things off my mind that I have no one to share with, to clear my soul of those things that are holding me back, to OPEN my heart!
I am who I am – I’m searching for a relationship with God, I want to be positive and find a way to be positive about anything that is going on around me, to find a way to be healthy, fit and happy. I have Fibromyalgia, I struggle with my children growing up (I’m just not ready to let them go), I struggle being in an “old” marriage – dreaming for it to be re-newed, I struggle with relationships and expectations of friends and family; of myself … I want to have a place to express myself without a watchful eye glassing over with boredom, frustration, irritation – I don’t want to feel like I’m whining, but have it understood that I’m desperate to be heard, held, loved.
I welcome all readers, I hope that something I write will be encouraging to some, interesting to others or touching to anyone – but I’m writing for ME. I don’t want to write to any one person, one audience. This blog is all for ME. I welcome you, I will share with you – but I’m not writing to you….
❤ Just A Mom I Am