I love this saying.
I have spent much of my life doing for others…happily, truly, completely, unconditionally. I love unconditionally ~ When I know someone is in need, I step up. When it needs to be done, I step in. When sadness has happened, sickness is looming, trouble is brewing – I want to be there to ease the pain, the difficulty of the moment. I try to be a positive support system, the Momma hen that gets things done ~ I give myself unconditionally.
I give unconditionally and it is taken!
Lately though my soul feels sadden, my heart broken. As I struggle through even the simple things in my days, it’s hard that I have no support system. To be given time, love, companionship, help — it feels no one can find even moments to spare for me at time. I feel lonely, I am lonely!
It has left me feeling for 2015 to only give unconditionally with conditions!
2015 conditions for my unconditional love are as follows: when I love with all my heart ~ I will be loved back – when I see your struggles and hold your hand ~ see my struggles and hold my hand — there are times I need looked in on, checked on, listened to or just LOVED, notice when I am struggling as I have always done for you — when I worry for you, when I pray for you, when I love you ~ please do the same for me.
Then I came across this saying –
“I Am What I Am, And That’s All That I Am”
I can not place conditions on my love,
on my time,
as simply as I can’t put conditions on others.
I hope that when I am there for others that it goes unnoticed in the moment, that when I step in and help it is understood that it is with out conditions. My time, my love is received with out expectations.
I won’t change who I am, I won’t change what I do…I can’t – but I continue to struggle feeling lonely and an ache in my heart when I am in need and no one is there for me.
“When a man’s ways please the Lord, He makes even his enemies to be at peace with Him” Proverbs 16:7
❤ Just A Mom I Am